By Michael (nevermind) share_the_love@hotmail.com
Date: 13 December 2000
Nevermind
It's not love
it's dating
I've screwed it up innumerable ways
I've been too forward
too eager
then too distant
too disconnected
I had a great time
I'm sure she did too
I sent a note
she ignores it in her reply
I say too much
I'm speaking english
I should be speaking player
That's why I'm sure
I'll never get to lay her
Yet again I know
I am a donut
"Don't say you want to know her"
"Don't let her know how impressed you are"
"Hide your cards"
I wait in this silence
And I say well...
Nevermind
I don't need this
and I wasn't going to pursue her
not in the first place
I don't need this
what I wanted was someone
who might want to know me
And I see that's not yet
who she wants to be
Whatever
Nevermind
I'll leave this behind
I am a donut
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