By Crystal
Date: 10 December 2000
More Like Sisters
It's hard to believe the days when we knew eachother,
or of eachother,
and never really hung out or became close.
Those days seem almost non existant now.
We have gone through so much together,
and held eachother's hand,
when we really didn't understand what was going on,
or what to say to make the other feel better.
There are many kinds of love,
and they say that the ones for family is the strongest,
I think they are right,
because to me you two are like my sisters...
You make me laugh when I cry,
cry while I laugh,
say the funniest things,
and make me feel comfortable with myself,
although that self has kind of lost contact with me for awhile.
I am deciding now who it is that I want to be,
and the way I want to live my life...
I am changing,
we all are every moment of our life...
but one thing will never change,
My love for you...
it is unbreakable. sometimes...even unspeakable of...
but I try to tell you every day what you mean to me...
bear with me.... my faults do not go unrecongnized to myself...
I know they are there and I know what my weaknesses are....
You have helped me realize these...
and never hated me for them.
So whether you have had a bad day at work,
or a heart broken affair...
know that you can always count on me to listen and be there ...
even if I am sitting in silence... it's because I am listening and trying to think of a way to help ....
I never get tired of listening!
The two of you are my girls,
and I know as we get older,
and time is passing by fast...
too fast... we will never lose contact with eachother...
because you are the only two people I have ever met...
that make me feel safe....and that everything will be ok.
God gave us a chance to become friends.
He brought us into eachother's lives,
maybe because each one of us have a strong quality and together those quality's build us up, and support us...
when we are quickly facing a breakdown.
Buffy....
you are beautiful,
you try to act so tuff,
and not cry or show your feelings when things get really rough...
but I know when you are upset and something is bothering you..
I may not ask you what is wrong alot,
but it is not because I don't care...You are just one of those people ...
that get irritated if someone keeps nagging you in concern....
you are one of those sweet, loveable people with a huge heart,
that I believe honestly will come to me when you are ready to talk about it...
you like to try to sort out your feelings alone...
sometimes it is a good think to make your own decisions...
but I try not to give advice too much ...
but when you ask I always will tell you what I think, because I care for you...
yet you are smart enough that noone will make your decision for you! You always try to take care of others! I love you because you are forgiving and caring, brilliant and so much more....
Erica...
You are like me you say things you don't mean sometimes,
but I understand that...
when you get angry and lash out I just want to run and hug you ...
because somewhere, somehow something or someone has hurt your feelings.
You are young and and have a great full life ahead of you...
you deserve someone in a relationship that will see all the good things about you and not take advantage of them.
You are caring... you write poetry with words I never thought of putting together myself...
your words are an inspiration to me and they sometimes make me cry...
you have that attitude that you will do anything you want to do....
We both have had difficulties in the past and it somehow ruined our self esteem!
You are funny and also forgiving, You are beautiful, yet somehow you don't see that...You are smart and somehow the two of you hold so many qualities that they sometimes go unmentioned...
No matter what I say right now...
It will never be enough to let you know how much I care!
I love you girls!!! Meeting you and getting closer to you has made such an impact on my life...
Sometimes I think "Oh My God" I haven't heard their voices today ...
and it almost makes me want to bust into tears ...
because while you are at work and I am at home alone...
I just am always wondering what you are doing and and if you are smiling at that very moment! Because you should be...because there is someone out there that would give all their dreams up just two make one of yours come true!
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