By TOFFEE
Date: 12 December 2000
It's so deep
Dear D:
I don't know where to start. I have so much to tell you, but I was so scare to tell you directly. I'm so scare that you will reject me, because I'm too in love with you. Don't ask me why, because I can't give an explaination. It was before I really met you, I was already head over heel for you. My friends thought I was just playing some funny game, but, I'm not. I wanted to be with you. It was until now, I have the opportunity to meet you, and each time you talk to me, my heart went crazy. I know my friends still thought I wasn't serious....but I dont' care what they think, as long as I know that each beat is for real! I remember how when you first gave me the first hug, I was so shocked...I was so shy, but I hope I ddin't give you the wrong impression that I didn't like it. I was just so touched that I don't even know how to react.Even the second time you hug me at a party, it was so real so intense. I remember it all, it was so warm so incredible. I wish it remain at that momment forever. I sit near, just hope that you would approach or simply just drop by to say hi. You came up to me, a soft touch on my shoulder, and a lean against my arm....I felt myself in heaven...i thought it was a dream. Now I don't know what is in your head, but I know exactly what's in mine. If you don't love me, please do not give me the wrong message...because the more memories I have of you, the more I'm in love with you. No one can understand how I feel, cause no one ever took my love seriously. They thought a crush it's a childish game, but I sweat it's so true. So true that even myself find it hard to believe. But I have no doubt, I'm in love and it might not be two directional love, I have the right to love you! And I pray that you will love me too..
Back to the Heart-on-Sleeve Corner