By JmRitzers
Date: 1 December 2000

the truth

When i first met you there was this passion i had never met before.  It was like i had met a new soul growing in me that would never die.  You made me feel as if i was the queen of the universe and that no troubles will come my way.  Then one day you ask me of something that gave me worry of that soul inside me.  It gave me worries and troubles in my mind that i thought i would never have again.  I thought you were the one for me........the one that would be with me till the end of life itself.  In such little time you gave me a life and took it back for you own safe keeping.  You broke my heart and tore it up in pieces. You took my heart and made it grow in a thousand little hearts, but when you felt in control you abused me with words unlike that regular english i have heard all these days.  I wish it was still the same.  I wish my soul was still alive.  You hurt my heart...........it will never be the same.  I went through days of pain.  Those days went to weeks and then months.  If you only know the pain i'm still going through over the love we had, you would be in pain yourself.  But more days, weeks, and months have gone by and i have found a soul that does not need love from another.  it is a love for myself.  I found out i do not need love from another to be without troubles.  My life is complete and i know you have helped me find it.  So thankyou for helping me find myself!!!!