By junaid--redknight770@hotmail.com
Date: 26 February 2001

Finding Ambiguity

There are parts of the human spirit which has no need for definition.  There aren't any proper words that can describe the emotion and ferocity of our inner self.  The ambiguity is what makes life so special; so unique.  We can mold ourselves to whatever aspirations we desire.  The ambiguity is the meaning of life.  And sometimes, we need help to realize this.  Whether it be a poem, a movie, a first kiss, or even something as trivial as a crumpled newspaper article.  There is something out there for each of us to help start the best and purest concept of life.  The question that remains is whether we have the decency and compassion to accept destiny.  I have found mine in the form of a shy girl with long black hair and eyes which surpasses any sunset.  The tenderness and warmth that travels with me is a guest that will accompany me to the end of my days.  I have found my aspiration, my calling in life.  It has cleared all of the dark sanctums which i have often visitied to experiment with; to experiment with the dark retributions thats it's offered.  No more will the tears of dismay be my lover. I, now, have her to play that role.  And no other can ever taker her place.  I have found and embraced my ambiguity...
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