By Pinky
Date: 27 February 2001
Breakdown
You called yesterday, to basically say
that you care for me but, that you're just not in love
Immediatly, I pretended to be, feeling similarly
and led you to belive, it was ok to just walk away
from the one thing thats so meaning and sacred to me
Well, I guess I'm trying to be, nonchalant about it
And Im going to extremes, to prove Im fine without you
But in reality, Im slowly losing my mind
Underneath this guise of smile, gradually Im dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel, and I lie convincingly
Because I dont want to reveal, the fact that Im suffering
So I wear my disguise, till I go home at night
and turn off all the lights
and then I Breakdown and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
suddenly just stops loving you?
And it seems they haven't got a clue
of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride?
And sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say, How dare you leave this way?
Do you hold on the vains as they just slip away?
I Breakdown and cry!
this is dedicated to my lost love, you know who you are!
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