By Elaina
Date: 4 February 2001

Don't You Dare...please.

GOD! I can't stop
thinking of you
and you looked at
me today. How I
was so afraid to
say anything, just
hoping you would
sit with me a little
longer. I knew this
was going to happen.
All at my own will.
Because I can't
handle it, I really
am hurting more than
I thought I would.
I already miss our
talks, and your kiss.
But your kiss I could
live without. But your
voice, I might not
make it through.
I can't control
myself when you're
around I hide it all.
Probably because I
know you wouldn't take
the time to talk to me
about it. So I'll just
hide it away.  So you
can't see, but who am
I fooling? You can see
right through, me.
What are you trying
to prove with your
little head games?
That I wouldn't think
twice if the opportunity
arose to be with
you for just one more night.
Because I can tell you
I would in an instant.
I don't know why.
Because I'm not
in love with you...
I'm not...I hope...
I think. GOD! I want
you out of my mind.

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