By distant moon
Date: 8 February 2001

Emptiness Sets A Standard

I called to work, to break the news
To break a heart or two...
I called you, in frenzied fit
Just to tell the truth...
And lover you abided, by the rules of engagement
You layed yourself down into the flames for me

I called my mother this morning
Letting her know just what she meant to me
I called the next door neighbor
Just to tell them where to find the key
And they would abide by my rules
They layed themselves out for me, the fool

I drove a hundred miles
I walked the distances that no one ever wanted
And I all of the while I thought of you
All of the while I thought of you all

I left my family in memory
I left them all a note to see
I walked away as a coward, a man
Broken by rules to be followed

And honestly, now, you can look in my eyes
Seeing the parts that I long for
Emptiness sets a standard and you
Can't find another much like it

I called the minister today
Left him a message while he ate
Told him not to bother, just to pray
But I didn't leave my name
I just assumed he'd fail me too...

I'm sitting alone near the ocean
It's been three weeks and no one has
Followed me or talked to me, along my way
How could this be?

Jester...in a court of kings
Testing...the water's so deep
I have thanked God for every day
And I have been saying a non-stop silent prayer for years
Just for Him, to show me you...
And I can't find you...

So I'm standing here...your typical "gun to the head"
Hoping that God won't call my bluff and send me you
So instead of causing all this comotion
Why don't you just show yourself and let's go home





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