By tavia luciouslatina_01@hotmail.com
Date: 28 February 2001

holding on

Should I ignore my heart
and walk away
your eyes tell me more
than words can say.
Let me go,
come to me,
which way is the way it should be?
Time and time again
I tried to over look all the pain
you have caused me.
And I think were losing all we had to gain.
Theres no good in good-bye,
thats a lie.
I wish I could go back to when
we first met
But its hard to forgive
and forget.
I wish I could have you
right here next to me,
im supposed to be in your arms
through stormy weather
safe from all harm.
I wish i could hear from you right now.
Through these tears i try to smile
Who am I with out you?
I cant go on.
I just want to be with you.
They can take away my heart and soul
or tell me you dont love me anymore,
but you will always be
The only man i will ever love.
How long must i cry?
How long do i have to try
to make happiness my friend.
And how long will it be
Until you come back to me,
and let me feel your love again.
Im willing to live and die for you,
Baby cant you see my words are true.
I really do love you.
And I cant imagine my life with out you.
I've got this feeling your not going to stay
It's burning within me.
The fear of losing,
of slipping away,
just keeps getting closer.
Whatever reasons to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you.
And I wish I didnt need you so bad
Cause I wouldnt be so sad
What ever you choose,
dont do it for me
but for you.
If you choose to say good-bye
I wish you luck in life
And happiness with your future wife.
Because if anything you deserve to be happy.
And if you choose to stay
I promise you won't be making a mistake.
your trying much to hard to
let me fall gently from your arms
Don't let go of me.
Im a bird who's got no wings to fly
fly away from the broken heart you left me with tonight.
How am i supposed to love you
when you act like Im not there
How can I love you
When you seem like you don't care
How can I kiss your mouth
When the same mouth yells at me.
Why oh why do i hold you tight
when Im crying for you that very same night.
I don't know how I can love you
all I know is I do.
And it's too hard to say were through.
It hurts me to see
you tell another girl all your
hopes and dreams when,
your supposed to be telling me.
Its hard to realize you would
pick her over me.
When I would have gave you everything.
But there is nothing to be done
except,
wait for the day,
you realize your mistake
and hopefully it won't be too late.

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