By Me aka Niki
Date: 19 February 2001
It hurts
It's hard
To realize that I just don't mean shit to him
And never did
Everything I believed in
Everything I hoped
Was just one big joke
Everything that felt so real
was just fake
It could have been a movie
Where every word is rehearsed
And every action trained
It hurts
To find out
That everything was a lie
That you didn't mean anything
And that it was all FAKE
It sure as hell hurts
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