By Me aka Niki
Date: 10 February 2001
To her..
To her,
I hope your happy
I hope you make him happy and that he smiles whenever he sees you
That he holds you close and wispers sweet I love you's in your ear
Because to me his happiness is all that matters
I hope that he is worth everything
Because if you don't care
If he doesn't care, what's the point
He left me, for you
I died that day
And I still die everyday
Because I miss him like hell
Just remember he was with me before you
just remember that the night you met him
He walked me home and promised me the starts and sky that night
But you see, I only wanted him to try
Don't think you'r all that
Because You don't know this but
Some time ago he told me
He wanted to be with me
I have a change with him, I know I do
And I was thinking of taking it
But I don't know anymore
Even though I want to hurt you
Because you hurt me
Even though I want to show him I have some games of my own
And I can try to hurt him just as much as he hurt me
He's not worth it
He broke my heart
He killed my soul
I wanted you two to see me some days ago
To see the things he put me thru
How deep my emotions are
How much I suffer
You would get scared
You didn't want to see my breakdown
But anyway I guess you two must be happy
Because 6 months is a long time
If you told me that about your anniversairy
And you know that I'm his ex
And you only told me to rub it in
Remember 6 months + 1 week ago he was still mine
I hope you make him happy
I guess I never could
I guess I wasn't enough
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