By deevaa Date: 17 April 2001
If anyone recalls me talking about wanting to finish a painting called 'Forbidden Fruit' before Argyle got here... well I never got it finished, however I've picked up the brushes on it again and I think it'll be done soon!
The new profile photo is very bittersweet, taken at the airport before Argyle got on the plane to go back to Melbourne, neither of us wanted him to go and we spent the entire day fighting tears...... I think we were both losing the fight at this point.
We played for awhile in duty free and I sprayed him with 'Obsession' and he smelt so good, when I am missing him and feeling very alone, I go to the pharmacy and spray myself with the smell, the smell I now associate with him.
Enveloped in a scented haze
3 April 2001
In search of you.
I sprayed my wrists
from a bottle filled
with memories.