By iLLblEeD
Date: 19 April 2001
de-ja-vu
my entire world seems upside down
i keep thinking i’ll turn this around
but it’s all molded into a triangle of sorts
obtuse and acute all at once
yet i can’t seem to get past your face
as you casually mention you like me
“like me?”
i want to question and scream at the top of my lungs
so it took all this
all my intricate planning wasted
when i finally give up
you notice me
standing by the edge of time
time wasted because i already jumped
and i don’t know why i feel i must apologize
sorry for the way i am
sorry for the person i’ve become
and i’m not sure if i love you still
if i ever will again
I just know that liking and loving is two different things
you have once again pulled my heart strings
past the point of breaking
and now i feel like superman
running in leaps in bounds
back to you
only to discover it was a mistake
all a horrible mirage
de-ja-vu
(i'm fooled)
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