By ~Harem~
Date: 2001 May 31
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[[2001.05.31.10.55.5005]]

' Vanished '

Your BVD briefs
With wrestling heroes
Is all that I have left of you.

Did you leave them behind
intentionally
or absentmindedly?

You disappeared so quickly
I didn't have a chance to return them
Or even tell you about them

Your phone was disconnected
and your e-mail box was closed
I often wondered if something tragic had happened

The last time I saw you
You told me how god awful you missed me
Even picking me up off the ground
and spinning me, till I was dizzy

I had just gotten out of the shower
When you rang the doorbell
I wasn't expecting you so early.
You grinned that big devilish grin

Spinning me, while I was trying to hold onto the towel
I was embarassed
And you thought it was funny
You kissed me that day, harder and longer than ever before

You about devoured my lips and face
With your big sexy lips
And your hot wet tongue.

You acted like we hadn't seen each other
for years
And you were trying to make it up
all in one day

When you left the next afternoon
You squeezed me so tight,
that it hurt

I can still remember your last words
"Honey, lets see each other more often,  OK ? ! ! !"
And please thnk more about me moving in
and You being my only woman.... OK ? "

I never saw you again
Never heard from you again.
You vanished off the face
of my world.

I remember how we first met.
You had answered my ad on the internet
You opened our very own chat room
After we had written for awhile

Jubees room, or Mermie's room
It was so much fun
I taught you how to giggle
You taught me how to snort

You taught me how to make smiley faces
We shared jokes back and forth
I wrote a poem about you.
You cried, and said that
no one had ever done that before
You bought a frame for it
And put it on your wall

You wanted to meet.
I didn't.
I was too scared
Didn't want to see our friendship end.

You rigged your television set.
So that when I got online
It would blink
and you would jump online to chat

You told me that you were so excited at work
When we first started writing to each other
That the other guys thought you were getting laid
You laughed and said that it was better than sex

You almost got into an accident each night
racing home to get on the computer
to see if I had sent you any mail
We were both enthralled with each other

I don't think we would have ever met
If not for that fateful night
That I was out dancing and drinking
And came home feeling pretty good (burp)

As I had promised you
I got online,
as soon as I got home from dancing.
It was around 3am
I left you a message, as promised
To let you know, that I had made it home safely.

As soon as I released the note
Bingo.... you were there, . online
Chatting with me.
You told me to get off line
so you could call me

You thought I was a trip, when I was  sober.
But now, I was just kick ass -  lit
With no inhibitions and no fears
I invitied you over at 3am

I can't go any further...
It hurts too much.
I always felt like our age difference
would come between us
It was a self fulfilling prophecy

So I still have your BVD briefs
The ones with the wrestling heroes on them
I have had them a year now
I should throw them away
But I can't

I keep them in my drawer
With my black satin panties
They giggle at night together
Like we used to

Every now and then
I take them out.
To feel them
And smell them
And remember.....

* Tears.............

**