By wistful
Date: 2001 Jun 04
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Elegy for a Muse

Muse of my musings
Will I relapse into rapt contemplation
Of administrivia and minutia of the moment
Without the fresh air you swirl into the corners of my mind?

My garden has fallen into disrepair before.
Can the seeds of imagination and exploration
That you've so casually sown,
ever hope to flourish without your tender tending?

Dulled senses, muted hopes, lowered expectations,
These are the things that filled my days.
Might I find the wellspring in myself
To push, to grow, to challenge, to seek, to know
To love, to leap, to fall, and to rise again undaunted
Or was I simply basking in your reflected strength of soul?

Maybe a brief flicker of your bright light
was all I needed to awakening mine.
Maybe your shouts of joy and life were what it took
to recognize the cavernous, echoing walls of my own depths.
Maybe I'm glimpsing my own potential glory reflected in those sky blue eyes
and not just your oceans of passion and power.
Maybe I'm strong enough to carry this torch alone
until I find the one whose life I'll amplify, and who will heighten me besides.