By angieubaldo
Date: 2001 Jun 08
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desperation

I do not want to watch TV,
I do not want to work,
I do not want to sleep,
I cannot eat,
All I want to do,
Is be near you.
To feel you breathe,
Softly,
Romantically,
Harmonically,
Lulling my pain.
Carrying it away on your breath.
Like a thief,
You steal my pain.
Kill my loneliness.
And I do not know how to thank you,
All I can offer is my love.
My life,
All I have,
But you do not want me.
You are not ready for that kind of sacrifice,
So until then,
Until I move on,
Until you are out of my life for good,
I will keep giving in vain.
All to you,
All for you,
I was placed on this earth to bring you joy,
To bring you flowers ,
Only so they can shrivel up and die,
Of lack of nourishment and love.
Until I wake up,
Come to my senses,
Leave you,
I will keep giving my all,
Keep giving myself to you,
And getting nothing in return
Except a  quick escape from my painful reality
And the joy you bring to me
When you steal my pain.
And give me it ten folds in return.