By Ali
Date: 2001 Jun 14
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I drew a picture of you, so long ago
It seems another lifetime, behind me
(Though I know it to be closer to a distant yesterday)
It was a picture that I never finished
I tried...and tried
But, I couldn't draw your eyes...
There is something about those eyes
That is above my understanding, beyond my ability
A light, a spark, a mystery...
So, the picture lays unfinished, incomplete
Begging to be made whole, almost crying out to me
But, I cannot finish it, I do not have the heart to
I could not do it before, I couldn't do you justice
Why would I be able to now?
It's not like anything has changed...
Or have things changed?
Is the picture different, different then before?
Again I crash into those questions
Or do they crash into me?
I can never really tell, you know
Never know for sure, for certain
It's all just a blur, a hazy heat wave of confusion
Surrounding me, again...suffocating, saving...
Threads and shreds of truthes, flash before my eyes
The stars fall from the heavens
The sun splits in two, and the moon starts to smile
The world turns upside down, again
(Or is it right-side up?)
And I see these things in your eyes
Eyes that I could never draw...