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By Sati Date: 2001 Jun 19 Comment on this Work [[2001.06.19.19.54.8354]] |
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I could dwell on you As you dwell on her Then I would miss the sunset My first breath in the morning Freedom would no longer rule my soul I'd never climb out of this gapping hole Sit here and endlessly blame myself Think that I am not good enough That my kiss did not steal your breath But why, when I look in the mirror Stare carefully at who I see I smile for I love who is me To me it is always my choice To finally allow myself to heal Not to dwell on the fantasy created You call me amazing, your idol I just simply call it staying alive Making the choices I need to survive You hold one of my most painful moments But helped create some of the happiest All these memories I keep so close to my heart Knowing forever that I took the chance Someday you will look back and feel so sad Finally realizing the love you could have had |