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By Ali Date: 2001 Jun 30 Comment on this Work [[2001.06.30.21.02.28284]] |
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I remain in a state of constant chaos Searing realizations...debilitating denials No, don't start feeling sorry for me now All the damage's done, you cannot take away this pain You can lesson the sorrow, perhaps But, you cannot take away my scars... As if you even thought twice, or looked back Why would you start to care now,after lifetimes have past? You missed the grace period, where you could, if you choose You could've made things right But, that time has come and gone, and gone around again So, why, I ask you, why now? I just recently have started feeling whole again I saw the lies for lies, and the silence for silence I finally found the strength and the courage I stopped dreaming of you every night I wasn't waking up in cold sweats, crying out your name I stopped analyzing every conversation we had Looking for a hint, a clue, for rhyme, for reason There were no clear answers, only questions Questions that were only now slowly fading away... So, why now...why not a month ago? Why not six months ago? Why are you here now, today? I was just about ready to let you go for good So, please tell me why... Why you chose today to touch my wounded heart? |