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By Sati Date: 2001 Jul 05 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.05.19.24.29862]] |
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My heart beats so hard when I see you.... You can see it, can't you The tears I try so hard to hold back The love I try so hard to hide If I show them the rejection burns hotter The pain runs deeper As you speak of her Rather the fantasy you fell in love with.... You speak of her soft caresses Were mine not soft enough? You speak of your midnight feasts Did ours not mean as much? My heart laid out to you Was it not good enough? I offered you my love I offered you reality I offered to show you how dreams could become real Yet this was never as good as your fantasy You never wanted me as you wanted her So I sit here trying to piece my heart back together Knowing all those moments we shared... Were only special to me The connection was never as deep for you The love was never there for you The pain may wake me in the night But I will never regret that I tried For that love that I can never have The memories will always be held close to my heart Though you will be far away The pain will haunt me And my tears will continue to fall Until the day comes When I can blow a soft kiss to the wind And finally say goodbye |