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By ~Harem~ Date: 2001 Jul 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.13.09.22.23009]] |
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I put you on the guillotine, several years ago. When you tore my heart apart, and you hurt me so. My tears were what you showered in, the water that you bathed. My fears were what you played upon, the drama that you craved. You played mind games that tore me up, and left me all in pieces. Satisfied to drive me mad, treating me like feces. Once addicted to your love, your romantic passionate style. I lived to hear you voice each day, to see your candid smile. Enslaved by your faithfulness, you wanted only me. My kiss was all that you adored, Twas me you'd only see. Disappearing acts ensued, each time that you would drink Pretending It was someone else, You tried to make me think. Years went by and I soon learned, it all to be a game Drowning in your alcohol, addiction was to blame. As easy and forgiving, as I have always been Enduring the abuse you gave, death was soon to win. My feelings for you darling, have all returned to dust The shining metal sparkle dear, has been reduced to rust. Though you still come near to me, in each and every way I know that it is all a game, and you will never stay. My heart is well sealed off to you, my walls are firm in place My eyes are blind where you're concerned, I cannot see your face. You died to me so long ago, the guillotine tripped by me. A ghost of painful yesterday, is all you'll ever be. ~ |