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By ~*Truelies*~ Date: 2001 Jul 21 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.21.03.38.30059]] |
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Mascara running down to my feet, To where my heart has sunk, And my hope. You cradle me gently with resentment For the tears I can cry Should fall from your eyes. After all the pain I've caused you, And you've been through before, I'm just another knock in the teeth. But when it comes to saying I love you I struggle to mean it completely, Yet when it comes to saying it's over I don't even know where to start. Holding you as this new wound Recovers old ones And weaves itself in, I feel hopelessly self pitiful And sorry for you. I never wanted it to come to this. In my heart I know it's the right decision Yet the right one is certainly not the easiest. I watch you screech off in your car Into the drizzle And I sit on the doorstep crying for your return. I'm scared of the newness of nothing, I'm resentful that I can't feel how I'd like to, And I'm sorry I can't be all you want. |