By ~Harem~
Date: 2001 Aug 02
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[[2001.08.02.11.05.15080]]

Fearing Love

Holding back
Kiss, but Don't love
Touch, but Don't feel
Hug, but Don't get too close

Remember before
The times of love
The ways of feeling
The closeness

At the very moment
of loving
of feeling
of giving it all

Face slapped and punched
swollen redness
Cheeks split
Blood dripping

Beaten to near numbness
eyes blackened
nose broken
jaw dislocated

Hair pulled
and ripped from roots
Thrown against walls
Thrown to the ground

Kicked and crushed
stomped upon
bones broken
beaten beyond recognition

Rope tied
Drug thru sand and shale
skin and flesh shredded
bloody raw flesh

Whipped with leather
and broken glass
cutting through tendons
quivering exposed muscles

Tongue pulled and sliced
Yanked out and viciously lashed
Blade of sharpest surgical steel
Tearing and gashing

legs amputated
slowly
blood gushing, oozing
unable to scream

Eyes gouged out
sockets drilled
brain fluid squirting
excruciating, fainting

Begging for death
For release
damnation to hell
for soul's release

And, so
I fear love...


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