By Du'Doll
Date: 2001 Aug 09
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Miss You (A Letter to my Baby)

I miss you
I miss you over and over
And then I miss you some more
I try to close my eyes
I see you
I try to fall asleep
I dream about you
I talk
And all I talk about is you
Did I tell you that I miss you

So we had a great summer together
It was only six great months
Ok I will admit it
It was an awesome six months
But where did all these feelings come from
How could hate turn into such a strong love
Did I tell you that I miss you
But could you at least tell me why

Ok two hours away
I think I should be able to handle that
Who am I trying to kid
I feel empty
I feel alone
I feel unfinished
And you know why too
Did I tell you that I miss you

All day I think about you
Who you are with
The things you do
The college girls that you meet
All the new competion that I have to beat
The coaches
The practices
The boys you are with on and off field
And then I really start to miss you
Because the night has just begun

At night I think about our conversation
All the little things you mention
The little phrases you use
The things you say that are way so serious
You may not realize but I hear everything
Then I have to question if you are serious or joking me
An example....let me see...oh I've got one

Ok so out of nowhere you refer to me as your
"wife to be"
What you might mean could be something different to me
So what do you mean
Do you actually want to make me your wife in the future
Are you seriously considering spending forever with me
I am telling you now,
please don't joke about these things

Anyway that is just one example
Moving one
Where was I
Oh that's right
I was still thinking about you
Still missing you
I bet you don't think that this is ever going to end
Your right
I could go on and on and on
Never repeating
Never ending
But what I guess I am trying to get through to you is this
I miss you
I miss you more then words will ever be able to express
I'm scared
I don't want to loose you
I love you
I want to be there with you
But I am not
I'm here
Did I tell you I am still missing you!

Yours My Love
  "Big-Head"