By Isabella Svenska
Submitted by Isabella Svenska
Date: 2001 Aug 15
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The Slow Agony of Wanting You

Your strong hands caress my shoulders
I feel your anxious wanting
Your breath on my skin
And your relentless touch

I want you to touch me and kiss me
Slowly down my neck
and softly onto my breasts
Toward my stomach and then to my open valley
Waiting for your moist greeting

My body shocked at first
Then welcoming your soft, invasive tongue
Wanting your every attribute
At that moment
All at once

Touch me, tease me, toy with me
Until I succumb to you
Feeling you
Loving my curves, loving my flesh
I feel your lust heating up my longing for you

You feel my body warming up to yours
But I can't succumb to your wanting
You hurt me once
And I won't let it happen again
My inner voice of reason
Slowly awakens that feeling of future regret

I want you inside me
Exploring every nook and every inch of me
I need you to make me feel like a woman
My desire screams
And begs to bring our lust into ecstasy
I succumb

I've been down this road before
Conflicted and scared
But I always acquiesce into your charms
I want to be with you
And want to stay detached at the same time

It's hard to remain in body
And not soul
Because when it comes to you baby
You just get me and I hate that
Yet, I keep letting you back in again

In my head, in my heart
You take over my body
Like it's your own
And I yearn for your velvet touch

Because when we're together
I want to feel you inside me
Deeper and deeper
With your relentless way

You and me
Exploring every pleasure
We can feel again when we're together
Until our passion explodes into ultimate euphoria

I can't say no
I won't say no
But there will be a time
When I will and that will be a shame

Until then, I will take you in
Feel you breathe me
Mold me into you
With my slow anxious anticipation
Pressing my head against yours
Digging my nails into your back
Screaming for more
And loving it

Because no one knows my body like you
And you know it
But, the shame of loving sex with you
Is killing me slowly
And ruining any possibility
Of being with anyone worth having

Because there are no words to express
The ecstasy we share
When we're together

Until then, I will succumb to your touch
And when you call I will acquiesce
Because passion and pleasure overcome me
And for now
It outweighs the mystery of the future