By ~Harem~
Date: 2001 Aug 27
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The Prayer She Couldn't Hear

I was only a baby,
when my mother taught me to pray.
When I outgrew my crib,
she used to make me kneel by my bed
and bow my head.

I prayed, while she stood and listened
When done, I would jump back up in the bed
and she would tuck me in....
and kiss me goodnight.
then turn out the light

Every night, I would wait until she left the room
then sneak back out of my bed
to resume my position on the floor
on my knees, with a child's tear
To say the prayer that she couldn't hear

It was my secret prayer
between me and God alone.
I didn't want her to hear it.
It was always the same

I used to ask him,
to make my Daddy love my Mommy.
Somehow, I knew that he didn't
And that if God could make him
Then all that was wrong in the world,
would be made right.

I put my heart into this one plea
often begging him, on bended knee.
I knew Mommy loved Daddy,
but that he did not love her in return,
and so I thought that God could fix this

He never did,
no matter how much I asked.
I was hurt, that he couldn't or wouldn't
make my Daddy, love my Mommy.....
It was such a simple request.....
A prayer that she couldn't hear....
It was our secret.......
Me and God.

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