By Smiling Kat
Date: 2001 Sep 09
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[[2001.09.09.09.10.30939]]

Mean Little 'Ol Me?

Why can't I say no?
Why canl't I be mean?

When he dropped me off,
And asked if I'd like to do this again sometime,

I listened to my mouth say yes,
While my mind was screaming no,

I have to tell him I'm not intersested,
Before I hurt him by making him think that I am,

I hate being mean,
I'm just no good at it,

He's such a nice guy,
And I hate hurting his feelings,

But I won't wait,
I will not lead him on,

It took a lot of courage just for him to call,
And I admire that,

But now I need the courage,
The courage to say no.