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By angieubaldo Date: 2001 Sep 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.09.13.09.56.20944]] |
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Maybe its just jealousy, And all my insecurities have come true, And maybe its just plain immaturity, And inexperience to having my heart ripped out out, Or maybe, just maybe, I will come to terms with this whole "cluster fuck" And move on, and live my life, And forget all this pain, Because you will never understand, You can never understand how I feel. I could talk until my vice runs out. You see, I realized that today when I saw you. That I deserve someone who will lift me up, Rather then dismiss me with callousness. And though you have my heart, You will never have me again. I lost you a long time ago, To things not "working out" And I thought, it would be impossible for you to loose me, But now, Now you have lost me. Because you have already proven, I am not the one you want. And you have proven, That I lie, and I am a fuck up. And it is "none of my business". You will never know how much its hurts to be told by Someone, who holds your world on his tongue, And you heart in his hands, That him loving someone else, "Is none of your business" But I set myself up, I am the butt of this joke. I should have known better, because I saw it coming. And now I will prove to the world, To you, To everyone who thought I couldn't live with out you, That I will be fine, I can walk without you holding my hand, And that I do not need you, Or you "business" And that you can take her, Love her. Do whatever you want, Because it is none of my business, I now have no concern with you. And you have clearly shown me that. i can never thank you enough, for putting into life what i do not ever want again in a man. |