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By Charade Date: 2001 Sep 25 Comment on this Work [[2001.09.25.08.48.30854]] |
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Each relationship just different rides in the amusement park. The rides are all thrilling when one ends, you go onto the next. Sometimes, some are so good, you go back and ride them over and over. Until you run out of time or money. or you just get tired of the ride. names have been changed to protect the innocent Bob, the tea cups round and round that spinning sound leaving me dizzy, confused, with a queasy stomach David, the roller coaster the big build up upward, chugging along the anticipation, the slow agonizing trek to the top only to come crashing down so fast taking away my breath crushing my gut the weightless thrill then suddenly it's over Bill, the ferris wheel up up up down down down up up up down down down exciting, but not really going anywhere Paul, the scrambler smoothly gliding air swooshing, pushing and pulling back and forth a rocking rolling motion I sat in the wrong seat and now he is crushing me The more I try to push him away the harder he scrunches me ouch...... it doesn't feel good I need more space Not going on that again - Joe, the tilt-a-whirl spun a few times almost exciting, but not quite didn't go fast enough not enough thrill kind of boring moved too slow just wasn't enough I wanted more Scott, the whip thrilling me at each corner as he whipped past issues momentarily taking my breath away but unable to relax not knowing from moment to moment how he would jerk me around leaving me with a stiff neck Jerry, the drop zone took me to the heights only eagles reach holding me tight then suddenly thows me off the top alone, I fall at tremendous speed the world pulled out from beneath me with nothing to stop the fall not even a net to catch me I lie broken at the bottom his bungee chord love, failed the jump Andy, the bumper cars now he gets off on ramming me chasing me bumping into me sometimes head on seemed fun at first I bumped him back bumped him good he got too carried away I found myself fleeing from him while he pursued and chased me obsessively I couldn't seem to go fast enough he kept banging into me hell bent on giving me whiplash the fun is gone..... only my pain seems to matter to him give me a break. And so now, I am back at the amusement park tired of those rides looking for something new and exciting Ah !!! The thrill of it all ..................... .... |