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By angieubaldo Date: 2001 Sep 28 Comment on this Work [[2001.09.28.02.40.30291]] |
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Today i got home from work, and i was tired. Dog tired. I comtemplated going to see you. Like i always do... But then i thought, you never come to see me when you get off work, you are always too tired, to warn out, or you gotta take a shit. But i was weak, I gave in. I just had to have my daily dose, my daily dose of you. I feel like a crackhead... addicted to your utter disregard, for me. addicted to your callousness. addicted to the pain. addicted to the fact that there is no hope for us, to go back to how we used to be. Perhaps I am just being stubborn and cannot let go. |