By Tangerine
Date: 2001 Oct 04
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I Remember

I remember
I remember so much
You thought I forgot
Just because we are no longer together

I remember the first day you came to my door
You gently bowed, lifted my hand, and kissed it.
I felt like a princess in some storybook.
I remember.

I remember the day at work
when the phones were ringing off the hook
and I was knee deep in problems
I picked up the receiver
only to hear soft music in my ear
it was Stevie Wonder,  singing
" I just called, to say, I love you
I just called to tell you how much I care
I just called to say, I love you
and I mean it from the bottom of my heart."
I just stood there,  with tears streaming down my face.
I remember

I remember the time I was so ill I couldn't walk
You cooked for me
fed me
cleaned the house
even bathed me in bed
I remember

I remember when I had too much to drink
and how I staggered and fell
you thought it was funny
and put me to bed
and the hangover the next day
You covered the windows to keep it dark
mixed your magical potion and made me drink
even cleaned up all my puke
tip-toed arund the room, while I slept
even brushed my teeth
and kissed me
I remember

I remember the days
when I worked overtime
and when I got home
you made me lie on the bed
with warm oil waiting
and how you rubbed my feet for hours
even kneeling on the floor
when you got tired
I remember

I remember dancing until dawn
and us both getting trashed
walking outside in the snow
and sliding and falling
into the little pond
and the police officer stopping
to see if we were alright
and us giggling like little kids
I remember

I remember you buying the newspaper
when I was working temp services
and looking for a job
and you cutting out the ad
which got me the job, that I have now
and how I told you, that I was not qualified
and you insisted that I could do anything
how you forced me to apply
against my excuses
how I was afraid to work in the city
and you drove me that weekend
to show me exactly where to go
how you had faith in me,  when I didn't
I remember

I remember finding yellow roses
in the front seat of my car
and I never did figure out, how you got inside...
How I came home that evening, and found yellow roses
planted in my front yard...
and the next day...... a dozen long stemmed yellow roses
were delivered to my job in a big white box
and that weekend
at your house
the barbeque you made for me and my kids
and you gave my girls  yellow chrysanthemums
but to me -  one yellow rose......
I remember

I remember our first date
We stayed out all night
You took me out to dinner
and then to go dancing
but I wouldn't go inside
because of the poison ivy on my foot and ankle
I had to wear flip-flops
and I was so embarassed
so we danced in the parking lot instead
I remember

And all these things
I keep locked up tightly  in a little corner of my mind
far away from my heart........

But,  I  Remember.....

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