By hollymccormick
Date: 2001 Oct 09
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[[2001.10.09.13.41.28184]]

I Guess

I can't believe you left like that -
Did I really mean so little
That you could leave that easily
Just drive away without a second thought?
I thought I meant more than that to you
I thought wrong,
I guess.

How can I trust you now that you are back?
That you could dismiss our time so quickly...
It was a stupid argument anyway,
How could you abandon "us" so hastily?
Did I deserve that callousness?
Did I deserve that heartbreak?
I did, I guess.

What will happen next time we argue
Will you run away in haste again?
How can I depend on you not to vanish for a second time?
You say I turned away from you,
But I didn't leave, you did.
You didn't want to fight for me
I guess.

Am I supposed to forget the pain you caused
For one excruciating night I died inside!
Do you really expect me to trust you -
That you won't hurt me again?
How could you??
You ask me to trust you,
Sure, I guess.