By hollymccormick
Date: 2001 Oct 09
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[[2001.10.09.13.50.1287]]

Please...

I listened as you drove away
My heart pounding so loud in my ears
That I had to strain to hear
The sound of your truck as it left.
Left out of my life.

My eyes so blurred with tears
That I could hardly see
As I stumbled back into our room
And collapsed on our bed
That I would never share
With you again.

I wept, silently shaking,
Trying to muffle my cries
So that I would not awake Nikky
Sleeping peacefully down the hall
Unaware that his mother's life
Had just changed, forever.

I had been so afraid of this moment
So sure that it would come anyway,
But not wanting to really believe that
You could just walk away so easily
And not even think twice.

"Please come back", I whispered
Over and over in my head.
Unable to believe that you
Had really just left
And taken my heart with you.
Please come back...