By Pepper Date: 2001 Oct 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.10.13.02.33.3901]] |
It was an unforgettable mistake that she made, driving the stake deeper into the emptiness that pretended to be my heart but who am I to judge She tells me that the one true regret of her eternity was that one unfortunate mistake she tells me that my happiness is her passion and my trust is her daquiri (something you just can't get enough of) Hearing was all I could do seeing the oh-so obvious manipulation was what my hurt pride told me to do forgiving was the last thing on my mind Melancholy what a waste of a true love... holding a closed fist like this I've never felt so loved before why didn't I hold her? why did it take this long to see through the honey? distortion of the truth was my brain broken and tattered was my heart lonely, my arms NO not any more will I cry honey alone at night She lays next to me, sleeping like the kitty she is, balled up, a vulnerable curl of her lip I pet her head as she sleeps I swear she purred dreaming of honey The honey I used to insulate my feelings with drips in your chai and you sip me up, smiling forever has found its way to my lips and sticks |