By Galadrial
Date: 2001 Oct 21
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[[2001.10.21.23.59.9894]]

Never to Be The We

You heard me,
when I said those words,
never to be called back,
impossible to unsay,
and while you act as if
we can beat this thing,
you lie to yourself
every time you say "we".

Once, we were powerful---
years ago,
something to be reckoned with,
impossible to divide---
and then
you let me go,
and still pretended
that nothing had changed.
But your eyes betrayed
before your words could,
and you turned from me
till i knew the back of your head
better than your face.
Not a kiss unless I asked---
so I stopped asking.
And three years passed
till my lips
forgot that use.
Never an I love you
that didn't seem forced,
so I stopped asking.
And four years passed
and my heart knew that silence
for a death.

So let us end this,
and be done.
I will wish you well,
for what we have known---
but don't hate me
for saying aloud
what we both have known so long---
there is no we in this house,
and now there never will be.