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By dev0n Date: 2001 Nov 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.11.13.21.45.6097]] |
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sometimes i wonder if you really love me or if i'm just an interlude a stop along the way do you hate my quirks, the things i can't change about myself? the fact that i won't eat meat and can't be in a car unless i know the driver? does the fact that i smoke, regardless of my doctor's advice, drive you crazy? or the fact that i watch the same movie over and over again, in the background? do you wish i wore my hair a different way, or dressed up more often? do you know what color my eyes are? do you know what i'm thinking about right now? sometimes i think that i am just a distraction or a good lay or a place to crash downtown sometimes you disappear and i don't know why i've only just started to wonder these things since it finally sunk in that you don't always tell me what's going on in your achingly beautiful heart it's amazing how often i close my eyes and picture your smile but now i wonder if you ever do the same thing |