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By Hedvig Date: 2001 Nov 14 Comment on this Work [[2001.11.14.07.41.18788]] |
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You keep calling everyday most of the time, I don't pick up cause I don't need you prying into my life asking all those questions that I have no answers for I never call you why can't you get the hint I wonder if it is because you still want me yeah, I know that part is true You want me physically the only other way that you want me is to get your control back You want to control me like you used to back when, I cared when I jumped at each of your orders your commands and demands until I got just sick of it Ok, so you never slept around great So I should give you a silver star or something and even after these years you still wait and don't date what are you waiting for ? So you call me sometimes, when you're actually sober and you sound so damn good those old feelings surface with the warmth of your voice and the tingling is still the same I can sink into your voice as I sink into the chair and listen It's not fair to me it's so much easier, when you call drunk which is most of the time your gin and tonic rudeness which only reinforces my resolve that I did the right thing when I left you So what do you still want from me beside your drunken lust for me and your desire to control me I am tired of keeping my phone off the hook because of those 2am and 3am calls of yours Can't you get a hint You keep filling up my answering machine with your constant reminders of why I left. But every now and then I do listen to your recorded messages and some just bring tears to my eyes and instant replay to my heart ~ |