By Ali
Date: 2001 Nov 17
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We Are Not Perfect

You speak the truth, as you know the truth
So it stands then, that you did not and do not love her
I do not think that that makes you hollow
I think that it makes you human...
We are not perfect, but we are who we are
And often we do things, without knowing the reason why
We often act only knowing that we simply must
And,well, that has always been a mystery to me...
Once I walked down a path for no apparent reason at all
There was a fork in the road, and I went left, not right
I made a choice, I took a chance
It was a decision that I made, even though it was wrong
Even though I knew that it was wrong
I simply went ahead and did it anyway
And I couldn't then, and I can't now, tell you why
I don't know why I did what I did
And I am like you, I believe I know myself
Yet, I cannot answer that one simple question...
There is so much to you, to who it is that you are
I find that I am amazed, at every turn
Caught by every word, somehow
Perhaps that is because you are a bit of mystery, to me
But I agree with you, I believe that you do know yourself
And to know oneself, to recognize oneself
Well, that takes a courage that few people posses
But aren't knowing and understanding two different things?
For I know myself very well, but there have been a few times
A few times where I don't understand myself at all...
I speak these things, without knowing you
I speculate, contemplate, and hypothesize
And I find myself wanting to hand you answers
Perhaps that's because there was a time, not too long ago
When I asked myself similar questions
Close to yours, but not exactly the same
And perhaps I wish to find a way to give you understanding
Perhaps I wish to help you, find reason or release
Whichever, whatever
Maybe I seek to give you these things
Mabye because I could not give them to myself...