By jackryhme
Date: 2001 Nov 19
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[[2001.11.19.20.27.6572]]

To fade...

i watched as for the forth time for her
my first
some one i loved
abort a child of mine
i ran from another
in a different port
who just wanted to show me something
im afraid it was another child
but i do not know
i had another
when so very young
use me to keep dates with her boss
he was a married man
the first i used a blade with
i still have the scares
the second
will haunt me forever
the third was my first love
for each i had wished to fade away
to stop feeling
and i succeeded
and i died