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By Elaina Submitted by where is your heaven Date: 2001 Dec 11 Comment on this Work [[2001.12.11.22.52.4844]] |
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Standing in the middle, I don't know what to say. I hope you'll make a choice, at least quit breaking my heart...anyway. I can't be part of your game, I know it's not fair for me, to say it's now or never, but I'm afraid that's what I plea. I don't know how you expect me to feel about this all. But I know you'll hurt her more if you choose to stall. And with everyday you claim these words, and I believe each one. It kills me just a little more, I'm close to walking away...I'm done. This isn't making matters better, not even a little at ease. So I'm begging you take me now, or let me heal and leave me please. I know time we have, but my heart can not endure... you inviting me and then asking to bring her. I know you care about her. And if that's what you desire than stay confused and let me be, no more will you feed the fire. I just want to be set strait, and lead on to be let down. All the smiles I have from you, no longer compare to the frowns. It took a lot for me to say words, now, I wish I had not. If you want me I'm yours for sure, but this whole run around...hurts me a lot. You can think this out of line, or that I'm not helping you out. But I can only take so much, and the bruises are starting to amount. Sorry to make you more confused, I'll understand if you don't choose me. But I think if you look in my eyes, the answer is plain to see. |