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By Elaina Submitted by where is your heaven Date: 2001 Dec 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.12.13.00.46.14258]] |
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I hate games, but I suppose if I'm going to play this one I should play fair. You need time...I'm give you time. I'll wait if you ask me to, but I won't stay here forever. I'll hold my heart out for you, but no one can live forever like that. I keep my kisses close to me, and let your lips miss me for a while. (I'll probably get thristy for the taste of you,and give into that one, but I'll try.) I also don't want to let you hurt me and even though I don't know why I care I won't let you hurt her any more. That's why I'll try to keep my lips to myself. Maybe because I think your hurting yourself with all this mess, and even though these last few days have brought me 'home' they have also killed a little of my hope. You have to understand none of this is fair to any one. So I either need to leave you be, to be with her, or stand by your side and help you though this, yet I don't know which would help you most. I want you to tell me what you want me to do...because I don't know. I may not do what you ask, but at least I won't be confused. I'm sorry I gave you a now or never situation, on top of everything else, and guess in my giant contradiction I'm going to say...how and forever. |