By collegechica
Date: 2001 Dec 15
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[[2001.12.15.01.02.18034]]

Lying, Denying, Enlightening

One hug, one little instance
Was all it took for me to see;
Nothing is over for him and me.
He was in shock, I was denying
But in the end we are both lying,
Lying about what we really feel
Lying, saying that it wasn't real.
Sadly enough it was too good
And he tragically did what he should;
He left me standing there, alone
And I can't make it on my own...
Every time I try to buy a new life
The check is bad, and I meet more strife.
Now I know that sticking with him
Is the only way to defeat the whim
That has plagued me for over a year
That hasn't put him there, but in here.
Why my heart, why my poor soul?
Perhaps the time has come to roll
And bury the feelings under the fence.