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By angieubaldo Date: 2001 Dec 17 Comment on this Work [[2001.12.17.12.26.544]] |
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confusion set it, as the night invades the day.... I see you, my heart skips a beat, here come those damm butterflies in my stomach, my mouth wonders, it grows a mind of its own, i mumble on my words, i feel so nervous, yet my soul is completely at ease... i forgot how this felt, to fall in love, to be a fool for love. i have always just been a fool. when i am with you, it feels like the earth stops spinning on its axis. and times stands still, just for you and me. we all have hearts, we all have feelings... but how many people have the courage to follow their hearts where it may lead them? even if it is to someone elses arms. i have always been so true to him, and he chose to abandon me, and now that he wants to love me again, i realize that i must be true to myself, and follow me heart to you. but i fear i do not have that courage, that raw strength to follow me heart, because it has decieved me so many times before, so i guess for now i will stay where i am, consumed by my fear and longing. and i will fall asleep in his arms everynight, while i dream of you, long for you... think of you, yet tell him i love him. maybe this is my sick way of getting revenge for all those times he broke my heart, or maybe i am clinging to him, hoping that those feelings will subside me, and i will forget you, but i know that will never happen, as long as i get this tingly feeling just thinking of you... my love.... |