By Elaina
Submitted by where is your heaven
Date: 2001 Dec 22
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[[2001.12.22.06.02.4864]]

Fleeting

Almost feeling passed around.
The girls I hate! The ones that
go from guy to guy in hte group
until they can't be in a room
with someone they haven't tried
out. Different for me I guess.
I never wanted Dave...pushed into
that situation by mind altering
friends. Snuggling with Camron,
and before I realized my hand was
in his. I always secretly liked him.
Now at this point in my life I can't
help but wonder if I still do...or
if I'm just fleeting. He's definately
not the relationship type of guy,
and he's my future roommate. I don't
want a relationship, in TIME maybe.
Yet the thought of just being at another
persons 'convience' icks me out.
Well, eating my own words...time is
all I need right now. I guess I should
start watching the clock, counting
down minutes. Who knows...I don't,
hoever, I don't think I ever did.