By ANGIEUBALDO
Date: 2001 Dec 22
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Lost

I dream with the imagination of a child,
I weep with the sorrow of a widow.
  I seduce like a black widow,
   watch out, when you start to love me,
    I will bite your head off.
I float like an angel,
with a face as innocent as they come.
I feel like at time,
I have ran a million miles,
While standing still.
My body's torn and battered,
My soul shattered.
My feet cemented to the ground,
bound by this ball and chain, of shame and humiliation.
Sometimes I feel heartless,
Yet I sense the pain of the world,
it comsumes me, becomes me, until i can barely breathe.
I feel so lost in my own existense,
Kind of like I am spinning,
and soon i will collapse from the dissiness
  of my confusion.
The stench of the smell of my roting morals,
  Is suffocating me.
When did my heart get so cold,
When did i become so broken down?
When did I become so lost?
Maybe when I sacrificed my self,
                        my morals,
                        my ideals,
                        my future,
For what i thought was love...