By Elaina
Submitted by where is your heaven
Date: 2001 Dec 26
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Deny You

You held me,
like you never have before.
For that little while I
felt free, safe and above
every thing else a feeling
like I was at home. Your arms,
I never wanted you to let go, pulled
me close to you. I could smell you,
feel you...and without even thinking
I let a tear roll down my cheek.
You brushed your finger-tips over
my eyes, (I know you were doing it
to see if I was crying). I don't
know exactly why I was crying.
Fear I suppose that I would let
you kiss me...you did. I think
more than those blinding kisses
I feared that I may never again
feel for someone how I feel for you.
Perhaps it is not love, but I can't
stop thinking of you. I wanted to
tell you I loved you 1,000 times last
night. I didn't ever want that moment
to end. Your eyes tell me all I've
ever wanted to know and it scares me
that I can't deny you like your words
defy your actions. I can't deny you.
Perhaps, after all, I'm so in love
with you.