By the guppy
Submitted by the guppy
Date: 2002 Jan 18
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styx and why the river flows

i squeak as a tennis shoe
loud
proud
without cracks
though ravens peck at the heart of me
are you proud of me?
i was
before the mirror
before the furies set in
guarded by betterness, bitterness, and doubt
before the walls of sin
i squeaked as loud as them all
and i squirm now
afraid to fall
and afraid to flap
for fear of dodging the ball
or bruising the neck i confide in
i bite tenderly
and hope i'm known
at least as a shadow
at most as a dawn
i know deep down that i'm calling for help
on a line that is busy
and just hoping to hear something more than
beep beep beep
beep
please respond
in an agile moment i will
if my leftfootedness captures me, i won't
but, i'll try
god knows, i'll try
to carry on