By Ali
Date: 2002 Jan 31
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[[2002.01.31.08.10.31946]]

Trying To Rationalize You

I never meant to love you
It just happened...it just happened somehow
I never really meant to care for you
But here I am, and yes, I care
I didn't ask for this, and I'm not sure I want it
Oh, I've known freedom before now, before this
But it pales and wanes in comparison feeling
To this high-spirited adrenaline rush
And I don't really know, if the risk is worth it
I keep thinking about it, and then making a decision
But a moment later, I change my mind
And I never realized how indecisive I am
Or maybe the choice is clear and pretty
And I'm just trying to rationalize you...