By wistful
Date: 2002 Feb 01
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The Amazon's Prize

No princess needing saving, I
No waif-like small lost soul.
Finding pride in idiosyncrasies
For which, in youth's mumbling haze,
(with faltering gaze) I had apologized.

Now I laugh loud and lustily
at those same crude jokes
Where once I would have muffled grins
For not being more offended than amused.

Now I strut and stride
Where once I minced and stumbled.
Now I hold my head up high
Where once I stooped and crumbled.

And as for men, I make their measure
Far more quickly than they make mine.
I've lost all patience for where my reality does not meet their ideals
Of weight or proportion or physical activity.

And many who, before my prime,
Would have been labeled "possibilities"
Are quickly put into their more appropriate place
Before causing unneeded casualties.

And so I dallied and I played
Content with a casual kind of fun
Thinking it not bad a life
When all was said and done.

When, unexpected and unrequested
You appear and change my view
Perfect match in calm and passion
Heightening reality in such grand fashion
Morality and humor, sensuality and value
All the jigsaw comes together
As if you have always been
My friend, my heart, my lover.

As I hope you ever will be.
My love.
My own.