By angieubaldo
Date: 2002 Feb 28
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[[2002.02.28.15.52.561]]

2 years

He shall remain nameless
The one, that i once thought was "THE ONE"
the one
Who broke my heart
Just some guy
Who broke my heart again
And left me to pick up the pieces
Where do I go from here?
So much time wasted
2 of my birthdays, 2 new years kisses, 2 thanksgivings,
2 Christmas's
I wasted on you
Why did I put up with it for so long?
I wish i could kick my own ass
for being so stupid.
i am not going to sugar coat it and say i don't regret it
i do regret it
i regret meeting you
givng you my body, my heart,
i regret the first time i saw you.
I don't know
I guess I just fed my masochist self
Well now for sure,
I am letting go,
Saying goodbye
Because this is too much
Pain
To many tears
To much fear
For me and my young soul to bear
SO goodbye
I wish you happiness
No I am not going to lie
I wish you loneliness, lots of tears,
Long nights, and STD's
And  every time some b*tch hurts you,
You will realize how good I was to you,
how you ruined my life
wasted 2 years of my time.
For nothing
For all the promises are flushed down the toilet
With my dead goldfish you killed
I am here typing away
Cursing you
While you are off
Suppressing your feelings as usual
I hate you
Hate is much stronger in love for me now
And I will no longer be your doormat
And I will not put up with you
And how you are so incapable of expressing how you feel
And you claim I am too dependent
I am sorry if I expect what I give to come back to me
Karma is a bitch
Just like you, it only reciprocates the bad
So go love only you like usual
And find some other girl to neglect
And break in half like a twig
Because I do not care where you go from here
Just as long as you stay as far away from me as possible.
I am tired of feeling like the ugly duckling
While you are off searching for your swan.