By angieubaldo Date: 2002 Feb 28 Comment on this Work [[2002.02.28.15.52.561]] |
He shall remain nameless The one, that i once thought was "THE ONE" the one Who broke my heart Just some guy Who broke my heart again And left me to pick up the pieces Where do I go from here? So much time wasted 2 of my birthdays, 2 new years kisses, 2 thanksgivings, 2 Christmas's I wasted on you Why did I put up with it for so long? I wish i could kick my own ass for being so stupid. i am not going to sugar coat it and say i don't regret it i do regret it i regret meeting you givng you my body, my heart, i regret the first time i saw you. I don't know I guess I just fed my masochist self Well now for sure, I am letting go, Saying goodbye Because this is too much Pain To many tears To much fear For me and my young soul to bear SO goodbye I wish you happiness No I am not going to lie I wish you loneliness, lots of tears, Long nights, and STD's And every time some b*tch hurts you, You will realize how good I was to you, how you ruined my life wasted 2 years of my time. For nothing For all the promises are flushed down the toilet With my dead goldfish you killed I am here typing away Cursing you While you are off Suppressing your feelings as usual I hate you Hate is much stronger in love for me now And I will no longer be your doormat And I will not put up with you And how you are so incapable of expressing how you feel And you claim I am too dependent I am sorry if I expect what I give to come back to me Karma is a bitch Just like you, it only reciprocates the bad So go love only you like usual And find some other girl to neglect And break in half like a twig Because I do not care where you go from here Just as long as you stay as far away from me as possible. I am tired of feeling like the ugly duckling While you are off searching for your swan. |